Have you ever wondered why some people do the things they do? I find myself sitting in a bar surrounded by people that I call my friends and all that I want to do is go some place else. I guess that i am not satisfied by my environment. This happens quite often. Am I wrong to feel this way?

The first time I noticed this I found myself leaving a fact that my friends weren't to happy about. Because I almost left without saying goodbye.

Now there is a certain situation that I have to deal with it involves a crush on some one who is teetering on the edge of the closet. This person is on the verge of leaving that closet and bursting out of it. 

Now what bothers me is that this person flirts with me and then runs back in. I think I'm gonna call him a prairie dog. This whole situation is making the latter situation worst. I have decided that I am going to keep myself from this person because I am very interested and I cannot trust what I will say to him.

Its almost last call and I am not even drunk. Every one else is and I am not happy about it. I can't drink around this person so I think I will leave...

 From behind the glass.....Jonathan....